Today was the first time in my life that I have ever been scared

less in all my years of riding. I had a horse take ahold of the bit and GO!
The semi-short version...this was the horse I posted about last fall - He was doing great, w/t/c, stopping, backing, doing everything we asked. Then, as we all know if you've ever worked with babies, you know how they like to hog the rail...they feel secure and eventually they get over it. Well, some "hot shot know it all" was 'going to show him' and just ran him right down the drain. She slammed him into the arena walls, laced him with the whip when he'd get close the wall, and just down right terrified him. (I was yelling at her to stop it, get off, stop and she would not listen to me. That was her last time
ever in the barn!!!

and this was after only 1 time of her riding him!!) After her "wonderful" work, it took me 6 weeks of just walking to get that horse to go around the ring at a walk. Sometimes it would take and hour just to make it around the ring without being lathered and turning white. Ask him to trot, he coudn't handle it. He would spin, jump through the air and shake. I didn't know where to go from there.
Sent him to a trainer in IL who works with problem horses. Horse was there for 3 months. (Jan-April) I would go to ride him and he'd have his moments, but there was an improvement. When he's good, he's great and when he's bad, he's awful.

At least we were trotting (willingly) and not nearly as nervous anymore.
At home, he has his very good days, then his days where we are leaping through the air, flying sideways, and then poof, we're back to trotting like nothing ever happened. Then somedays, he'll come out and do his job like he should.
This horse
was very light in the bridle when we took him there, not anymore. I'm not heavy handed, I can't stand horses with hard mouths, and this sucker is like pulling on a brick wall when he grabs the bit. You have no control. I've never had a horse like this before. (I'm used to light mouths!) The thing is though, when you're trotting, you don't even need to touch his mouth. He sets his head, and marches right down the rail. It seems as if when he gets silly/nervous, the head goes up or he'll take his head and yank it up or down and forward, and then when you try to snatch the reins to stop it, he just goes and the more you try to stop him, the faster he starts going!
When he took off on me today, I sat deep, took ahold, said whoa, sternly said whoa, yelled whoa and then thought oh

I'm screwed!!!!!

He took off at a gallop around the 1/4 mile track 4 times and each time he was picking up speed. I stood up to try and get some leverage, I pulled released, pulled, released, snatched the bridle, tried to turn his head from side to side, but I knew I couldn't run him into the fence, because we'd end up going right through it. A circle was out of the question, as he probably would have lost his footing and went down. There were a couple people there, they jumped in the ring, and we're trying to grab him as I was going by, trying to jump in front of him to stop him, he didn't care. I though about bailing off, but at the speed I was going, I figured he'd probably trample me and he's almost 17 hands, and that was too far down. I think he finally stopped when someone got right infront of him...I honestly don't remember.
After I took a deep breath I worked him hard. It was hot today and he trotted for the next 30 mintues straight. Man was I pooped. And he doesn't get light pidly workouts when he's worked, he's worked hard because the longer he goes the better he gets. Of course there are days when he'll be great and then we work lighter but that's not very often!!
What is the right thing to do when this happens? Is this something that I'm always going to have to worry about with him and what can I do now? I bit and long line him and he never does this while doing that.
He has 5 months to shape up or it's off to KY to the sale.
