Hey jesspost, welcome to HT!

And yeah, I hear ya. I still give money to a woman who ran a rescue much the same way. Wonderful, wonderful woman with a much bigger heart than her bank account could support.
I'm afraid though that there are/have been/will continue to be horses that languish in pastures and that don't get a chance at an auction. If horses were processed into food in a humane way, if they were transported in a humane way, then that would be a better fate than starvation.
I wish that we all had bank accounts to match our desires, but for now we'll do the best that we can to support organizations like the one TDH showed us.
Bless us all, because in our own individual ways we are trying to help each other care for our horses and horses without owners to find one